Fettucinni in cream sauce with pecans




Oh Man, first I'm going to show ☑︎ how the noodles start with two egg yolks, then I'm gonna show ...

☐ The flour being added.
☐ The loose dough
☑︎ The dough formed into a ball
☐ The dough rolled out through the Atlas, and cut
☐ The finished noodles
☐ The fettucinni boiling.
☐ The cheese being grated
☐ The powered herbs put in a pan for heating
☐ The cream added to heated powders to create a sauce
☐ The mixture adjusted with starchy water from boiling the noodles
☑︎ The plated dish.

Three out of twelve isn't bad.

This is the first real meal in three days. And I wasn't hungry when I ate it. I'm slowing the weight crash. And I want to avoid an eating crisis at the end of it. I feel a lot better without food stuffing my body, the sense of emptiness is not uncomfortable, in fact it is more comfortable than the feeling of carrying around food that my body is processing.

Care to hear something strange?

The Book of Urantia is a thick big fat book that is heavy. Tissue thin pages with wall to wall words. Intense as the Bible. Maybe even a little bit more so. It's read as science fiction. One much more in depth than Dune, shot into ten thousand sparkling SF-threads each neatly tucked in and used throughout the book such that orders of beings make sense in the incredibly detailed story of Jesus. The last eight hundred pages are the story of Christ told with impressive intimacy from birth to death. It is not possible to read through it without crying like a baby. Readers are forced to compare their own life with His and it makes readers feel insignificant and grateful, having been spared His tribulations including the burden of raising Joseph's family, being head of Joseph's household, at age thirteen.

But before those eight hundred pages the story of the spiritual and physical universe is told and the story of spiritual and material Earth is told. Orders of celestial intelligences describe what they do.

In the discussion of the universe the book avers when you die you do not go straight to heaven because you are not sufficiently spiritual to exist there.

The book makes a big deal about Earth being a major shit hole in this local universe. The worst. The book explains why. Earth has suffered every universe management indignity. There are other inhabited worlds in our material universe that have not suffered these same indignities and they are each more spiritually advanced. The spiritual advancement of Earth is retarded in several critical ways. Spiritually, Earth is a basket case. So, that Jesus chose Earth from all possible worlds, all which are more advanced than Earth, where His message would not have been received so messed up, had the attention of the entire spiritual local universe. The master of the local universe chose the worst world in His universe to manifest as a physical being. His requirement to finalize his position. He had already manifested as a being within all the other orders of beings between us and Himself, now He is existing as the lowest, as us. And He chose the lowest planet to do it. There were many more easier possibilities where things would go smoothly. Imagine the shock to the universe of celestial beings.

For God so loved the worlds of his local universe that he chose to be one of us on the worst of His worlds to fulfill his requirement. And that caused shock and amazement to all celestial creatures of all orders within the local universe and ultimately to even greater love for Him. During this period the Master had the attention of the entire local universe. All universe attention was on Earth. The Master lived an amazing compacted heartbreaking lesson for the entire local universe of celestial beings and they watched with rapt attention.

Humans are ascendant beings.

That makes us rather unique.

Except for the fact there are so many of us. We are created in imperfection on the lowest of all possible spheres and we rise though celestial spheres re-keying to perfection.

We are the lowest of all creatures with eternity potential. Most of universe activity and local universe focus is geared for helping such lowly-bred creatures to perfection. Ultimately there will be no difference between our spirit's and our personality's will and the will of God. When that transformation of will is truly complete, ping, we're spiritual enough to exist in heaven.

But before that are several intermediary stages.

*Reader* "Get to the point!"

We're at the point. This is the point, right here.

After you die, you do not become a spirit immediately. Rather, you become recreated at an intermediary phase between the material worlds and spiritual existence that goes beyond the local universe to perfection.

We each have with us a fragment of God that is universal. My fragment is the exact same as your fragment. It is these universal God-fragments attached to us that make our order of being interesting. They cannot connect themselves to us until we show some trace of morality. Anything will do. They enter our lives at around age five when we make our first moral decision and they stay with us beyond death to the next worlds awaiting the moment we personally finally conclude to match wills with God. Permanently. Only then can the God-fragment fuse with us. The fragment is the only thing about us that is permanent. We are not permanently spiritual until the fragment can fuse with us. The fragment is perfect, we are not. Our spirit has personality, the fragment does not. When we make ourself sufficiently perfect to match wills with God then the fragment can fuse with us. We gain eternity, the fragment gains personality, our personality, perfection that's different from all other perfections. Only then will we become irreversibly eternal.

*Reader* "Get to the point!"

I'm at the point. Right here!

The next life is not fully spiritual for lack of fusion, and it's not material. In this material world we eat food, the body uses it to the extent that it can, and then we poop out a residual portion. Smelly business. In the next world we'll eat leaves from the Tree of Life when our energy needs replenishing and we will not poop out a residual portion. If we eat too many leaves, and a lot of people do, then you get sick and it puts you off overeating permanently. Overeating leaves from the Tree of Life is almost always a one-time thing.

It's such a minor way to keep energy going. There is no additional cultural glamor to eating leaves raw from a tree. There is no glamorizing it. No service ware. No table ware. No tablecloths, no napkins, no crystal. No centerpiece. No RSVP.  Just munch a few leaves.

That's what the book says.

If so, then old age on Earth is training for that.

I can get by on just a few crackers. And I feel much better all around when I under eat.

Did I say "a few crackers" just now?

I meant to say, "a few boxes" of crackers.

With cheese.

And preserves.

And a Coca Cola.

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